Please Join In and Pray For Stellan.

I took this pic back in April for Stellans collection. He is back in the hospital. His heart rate was up to 270 beats a minute. I had lots of pictures of the kids and Cadys growing baby belly. But for tonight it doesn't seem right. Please take a minute or even more and pray for this baby boy.

Update

Thank you for your concern. It is comforting to know you are out there caring. Cady is just laying around today and drinking lots of water. Jody left Lubbock at 1:30 and will be here in about 2-3 hrs. Yesterday wore me down. I had so much I wanted to get done before he arrived. Now I just don't have the energy. For some reason though I stayed up till 2 painting a kitchen chair and then spent what little time I had this morning putting on a second coat and then recovering the cushion. Why? It looks real nice but there was no need to do it now. I should have been making a shopping list and I should be shopping right now.I did color my hair. I messed up the time since I was working on the chair. My hair is a reddish color now.It's usually blondish. If I don't color it then it is grayish. Tomorrow night is the concert. I am so excited. But tonight I need to find food to feed everyone. I am sleepy and wish they would all eat peanut butter and jelly. The kids are so excited to see uncle Jody. It is an odd old friendship we have he and me. In 1969 I was madly in love with him. So were many other young hippie type girls. He tried to spred himself around to as many as he could. After the birth and death of our baby the strain was too great and we broke up. I ended up married to his best friend.( my ex-hubby Billy) I think that it is grand that we are old friends/brother and sister now. My husband is good friends with both Jody and Billy. So we will all gather together and break bread( if I finally buy some) this week-end and enjoy being old friends and family and whatever else it is that we are. This is the first time that Jody will meet his little namesake. Here is a picture grandpa Billy took last night of baby Jody.

Worried Grandma

Cady and I spent 8 hrs at the hospital today. She was spotting and cramping this morning. I told her to throw on some clothes and away we went. We are home now but I am worried sick. They gave her (really have no clue how to spell this) breathane and here we are. Will catch you up tomorrow. Please pray that Isabella will stay put for a while longer.

Super Cute

The last time I got talked into watching a movie that my kids loved it was Borat. I didn't just hate it, I HATED IT. Time has passed, Cady brought home a flick she wanted me watch with her. Okay, I'll take a chance. The movie was Superbad. I really loved it. Okay, I could have passed on some of the ucky language but still. I love Michael Cera from Juno. But my favorite character is Mclovin. I love the kid. Didn't we all go to school with that guy? Christian is now working twice a week with Cady so he is here over night so they can hop to it early. He's 14 now and I am sure if he is allowed to watch South Park and Jackass then he can see Superbad. Let me just say for the record that I will not allow those 2 shows to be viewed by anyone in my house. I could go on but why? Tomorrow is my 2nd appt with Dr Feelgood. I have to drive 100 miles just to get my pain meds. I complained about him today to the nurse at my Dr's office. Maybe he will be a bit less underwhelming tomorrow. I need the pain meds for now. I want to get the shot that may make my back numb enough to go off the meds. I am all for that. I just have to trust the person plunging a large sharp pointy object into my spine. I want to trust this guy. But for now I do not. I am taking my camera with me. The waiting room is full of strange folk. Heather is taking me. She is not too good at putting up with nasty dirty crackhead types. This will be an interesting day for sure. Hey, I'm just trying to look on the bright side ya know? I'll take us to lunch. Okay, nite nite.

Greetings

20 minutes ago I began a post that I was pretty happy with. I looked up and it was gone. That has happened twice now. I can feel the frustration building like bloodpressure. I shall try once more. This week-end we began work on Cadys room. The baby will be here before we know it. Last week at her monthly Dr appt she was changed to every 2 weeks. I love that. It signals that the time is soon and get a move on. Joe tore out the book cases that took up much room in her tiny space. The next thing is to move out the dogs. I expect there will be some sad eyes looking my way when the gang is not sleeping in a room with their beloved Cady. She decided she wants Beatrix Potters Peter Rabbit as her nursery theme. I love that. We have been Pooh Beared to death. Mostly due to my love of the old boy. I still have my big ol bear from the age of 10. A friend from church gave Cady her Peter Rabbit crib sheets and comforter. I found a diaper stacker on ebay for a few $ and it looks very sweet. I found a lovely old white dresser with glass knobs and a mirror that I want to buy. If there is any room for it maybe. I am thinking of painting the ugly old wood floors too. I found a sweet blog called Posy and she did her floors that way and it is wonderful. I am very fond of all things old and cozy looking. I could do my entire house in pinks and lace and flowers. I have found so many new ideas at Posy. I cannot wait to get to work.
In other news ,my wonderful husband promised me we could go to the Joe Cocker concert in Ruidoso. I was sure this would be like all the other concerts I wanted to go to. With his new job we can finally afford a few things. Then we realized that he would not be able to be home in time. He surprised me and got online and ordered 2 tickets anyway. My ex, Jody ( we lived together in 69,70,and 71 in Calif) lives in Lubbock Texas. Joe told me to take Jody if he can get here. We have been working on this for weeks now. Jody just called to let me know he won't have to hitch hike. He got his car up and about. I am so excited. Jody and I have not been to a concert together since we saw Fleetwood Mac and Mountain in San Bernardino in 1970. Joe got us good tickets up front and in the middle. This time there will be no L.S.D. involved but I am sure we will have much fun. I think my husband is one great guy to send me on a date with my old sweetheart. As I mentioned in an old post, Jody and I are like brother and sister. He calls me each year on the birthday of the little boy we had that passed away. Our kids only just realized that they are not blood kin. Jody has a daughter that is exactly that same aage as Cady. Jody just found out that she is pregnant also. She is 10 wks behind Cady. It's funny how life turns out. Jody was pretty awful to me back then. He had girlfriends coming to the house looking for him. I was always crying and upset. Through the years we have grown close and like I said, we are family. I will stop now as I am afraid that this post will disappear too. leaving some recent pics of Cady and grandkids.