They're Gonna Lock Me Up

If I don't write a letter explaining why I cannot be a juror, they are going to do something bad to me. I am stupid not to have just done it. I feel like I need to write a grand paper the likes of which I no can do. See? My writing is not so good. In the morning I will be writing anyhow. It feels so odd that I am expected to just show up at the courthouse. As it is my kids take up most of my time. I am so tired of my life not being mine anymore. If they were little that would be okay. I just need to be sewing and painting and putting in a garden this year. I need to. There is someone who needs me to babysit nearly each day. Then in the evening or early Sat morning there is a game of some sort to be watched. I want to be at those games. I want to cheer them on. I am proud of the little guys. Lately there is no time in my life for me. Not really any. I feel bad for complaining about this to you. A few nights ago I found time for me. I stayed up till 2AM. I planted the flowers I bought last week. I put a coat of wax on the kitchen floor. I even found some of my sewing that had gone missing. I want to share with you a pic of my husbands boots. He had the money to get new ones he just never took the time to get them. Joe gets his moneys worth out of his boots for sure. My sweet Cady bought me several beautiful bunnies for Mothers Day. I collect so many things it seems. I cannot wait for next Mothers Day and little Isabella will be about 9 months old. Cady is about 28 weeks now. Time is flying.