I have developed a real problem. It's called Farmville. I love my little farm and want to live there. Really I do. No junk in the yard, no destroyed yard thanks to damn dogs. Just peace and order. One thing that is not there is a place to write my true thoughts. My entire family is on there and only a few of them don't hold a grudge or have some old issues with me. It truely makes my heart ache that some of my kids treat me the way they do. 21 or so yrs ago I left their dad. The way I left was not good. I ran away in the night during a rain storm. I was at the end of my rope and went crazy. After much pain and suffering we all friends now. (the ex and me) Maybe I am not ready to talk about this. Nope, not.
Tonight the Grammys were on. I loved seeing Leon Russell. I went to a concert many years ago at UNM-Albuquerque. It was so cool. My friend was a D.J. at the college and got us tickets up close. We sat cross legged on the floor next to his piano. He plays a wicked keyboard.I loved that Taylor Swift won so many grammys. She is a doll in my opinion. The Michael Jackson tribute that required the use of 3-D glasses was wonderful but the glasses were not. Maybe you had to be there. My glasses picked up nothing much of a 3-D nature. Tomorrow is another Las Cruces to my Dr for pain meds. Getting old I must say. But then again pain sucks. I have become so unmotivated for the last 4 weeks I am sick of myself. I am going to start volunteering at the "Shroud" exhibit next week. Maybe that will get me going. it is really interesting and I feel amazing when I am in it's presence. It is only a copy but it gives me chills. Isabella is growing so fast/ She is still the happiest baby I ever saw. She has yet to really bust out and throw a screaming fit. Cady is still home with us and we are very glad. She is a very nice person and I don't know what I would do without her. We have our fights but it's still okay. I am so ready for spring this year. We are always cold. Cady is home and I must go. Will post some Bella pics and whatever else I can come up with. I have missed you al. I still read all of you and am thankful you are not like me about that.
